Why?
Well, my grandma is in the hospital. Ehhh... It bothers me. A lot. My grandma is my heart. She is also getting older. She is in her mid-80s. I know she won't live forever but it would be nice if she lived longer then me. :) I know that when she does pass away that I'll be reunited with her one day in heaven. She is an amazing woman of God. She loves God. It's evident in her everyday life. People say that we laugh alike. She says I look like her mommy. We talk on the phone everyday for at least an hour. That's a big deal for me because I don't really talk on the phone. I write her letters. She writes me letters. We talk about Jesus, the church, men ;), clothes and FOOD. We love food. We talk about daytime television, our body pains, my future plans, and how her mother probably had Crohn's Disease as well and ate baby food for the last few years of her life. Man, I love my grandma. She's my bestie.
My Health: Ehhh. So I was getting better in December and early January and then my health took a serious dive in February. What happened? Well, the muscles around my joints started to become very sore, I became very fatigued, and I've had a major brain fog. Guess what we think caused that? My Humira! It's like dang... That's helping my Crohn's but making me a bump on a log. Since these symptoms have started up, I haven't been able to do much. I haven't been to church since mid-February. I love my church. I haven't been able to hang with my sisters in Christ like I want to. I've been home a lot. I spend too much time in my room with my dog watching Netflix because I don't have enough energy for anything else. So I'm done with Humira. I'd rather deal with Crohn's pain and be able to live life because right now my quality of life SUCKS.
Random:
I broke it off with Bear. He is a great guy, just not the right guy for me. That's what courtship is about, right? But seriously, he is an awesome man of God.
Stephie got a job as a Public Defender! Whoop whoop! Praise God! I'm really proud of her but I don't get to see her that much anymore because she really gives her all to her clients. Which is great for them and bad for me. Lol.
I got a teaching fellowship down in Augusta, GA!!! But I'm not going to take it. Le sigh. Why not? Because I don't have enough time to study for the Mathematics GACE. I'm still trying to bounce back and I'm not sure how long it will take to get this Humira out of my system. I'll apply for the fellowship again next year, I'm just super happy that I got it. :)
I'm going to try to do a better job of keeping in touch with my friends. I've made a schedule to text all my friends. :) I know, I know. Weird, right? But sometimes I will let a lot of time pass without talking to people because I just don't feel well or I'm too busy trying using spoons to do housework. So yeah, I'm going to try my best to keep in touch with my friends.
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