Today was a milestone day because I got my blood sugar down to 184. :) yay Brie again! I think I called everyone... Well, everyone who would care.
My personality amazes me sometimes because I'm a loud individual and a natural leader but I'm also very timid and a people pleaser. People don't usually realize that I'm the latter. Even in my own blog, my safe space, I don't speak my mind because I am always worried about how other people will feel. Welp, that stops today.
I've decided that it is the right decision to cut off people who I feel like aren't ready to have a sick friend. This year has shown me that. I don't need "friends" who can only socialize with me when I'm healthy at church or school; I need friends who reach out when I'm not able to go to church, attend class or work.
This life ain't for everybody. ((That's what I told my ex friend today. )) And it really isn't. My parents have been great examples of how to be there for a sick child. They come to the hospital everyday. Do what they have to do to make sure I have insurance. Take me to appointments. They do it all!
I think a "friend" should at least call if you are in the hospital. That's what I'll require from now on because I know I go the extra mile for my friends. I don't need relationships that aren't equal.
Well, I meet with the endocrinologist today. I'll post how that goes.
Love you much,
Brittanie-Claire
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