06.28.2015 Wandering Mind

My mind is just EVERYWHERE right now. I want so much from life and I can see it. But, I can't figure out the path to get there. Or maybe I'm not strong enough to make the changes to get there. 

I've got to change some things. I've got to accept that I can't change some things. That's hard. 

I want to lose this weight. I want to finish what I started at UGA. I want a husband- my lifelong companion. I want to feel appreciated. I want to be healthy. I want to have energy. I want to have a social life. I want to volunteer on Saturdays. I want to be fully confident in my relationship with God. I want to be off of pain medication (and not need it). I want to travel. 

What frustrates me is that I feel like I don't want much out of life. I have simple desires; I just want to follow my passion. I want to chase after it with all I've got. I do chase after it with all I've got but I don't have a lot. 

I don't know y'all. My mind is everywhere.