06.20.2015 - stuck in a rut

Meh. That's my thoughts right now. Like, I feel like life is pointless. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for it BUT I just keep doing the same old thing. 

I want to move on to the next season. I'm ready to move on. I'm healthy enough to move on. 

I'm stuck in a rut. I'll be the first to admit it. I feel like... Wait. I'm passionate about education. I feel so at home in the classroom. So, that's what I'm trying to do... teach. But I have a hurdle: UGA. They won't let me be great. 

I'm finally healthy enough to go back to school and finish up BUT my major is gone. So, I'm FOUR classes away from graduating and they are pretty much telling me that it "sucks to suck". 

I can't accept that. I won't accept that. Education is my passion and I'm going to pursue it wholeheartedly. These professors act like it's going to take something away from them for me to earn my degree. 

Anyways, I keep talking to God about it. I keep praying for favor. I keep waiting on an answer. Ever feel like God isn't listening? No? Just me? Oh. Ok. (But that's another post.) 

My goal is to be back in school by August and graduate in December. I'm FINALLY healthy enough to do it!!!! Turn up. So I'll fight for what I want. I'm learning to assert myself. Watch out world because Brittanie-Claire is coming for you!