Tuesday, December 31, 2013

I'm Hungry Rant...

Man, it’s moments like this that I get so discouraged.  For those of y’all who know me, y’all know I have Crohn’s Disease--- I’m always in some type of discomfort but for the past 24 hours I have been in PAIN.  I haven’t been able to eat.  I mean I can eat but I am too scared of what might happen if I do eat.  And then if I do eat and I’m in more pain my mother will have something to say.  That’s the moment that I usually get pissed and start breaking commandments [like “Honor your father and mother…”].  See my Crohn’s has always been different.  It doesn’t matter WHAT I EAT or IF I EAT, if the pain is coming, it’s coming. But my mother and grandmother have talked to a few people with the illness and read up on it, so I can’t tell them anything.  It’s quite frustrating!  STOP TELLING ME THAT SALLY WITH CROHN’S CAN’T EAT FRIED FOOD, GLUTEN, DAIRY AND MEAT because that has nothing to do with mine.  The crazy thing about this illness is that each case is so different.  It makes me anxious when people analyze the food that I’m eating in relation to Crohn’s Disease.  It frustrates me.  I know my trigger foods and I don’t touch them.  -------- I’m hungry.  It’s time to go eat and deal with the social consequences later. 

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