I've been blessed.
This was a hard week for me. Let me start by saying that it was emotionally draining.
My ex popped up and I'm having to really spend time with God and stay busy in order to get him out of my head.
I have to remember my worth. I have to remember that I'm the daughter of The Most High King. Y'all, it's difficult. It's tough. But I know that God doesn't want me to settle for someone who isn't submitted to Him. I went through a lot with this man and he didn't value me... at all. He still doesn't. His mouth says one thing and actions say another.
But it isn't his fault because I entertained it. I get caught up in fantasyland. At first point of communication (after not talking for about FIVE years), I've already started planning my life with him and he just wants to grab dinner. Lol. Ladies, why do we do that?
So, this week, I've been diving into the Word of God, seeking Him, spending time with friends and family, crocheting and journaling. I can't let these temporary emotions mess with me.
Pray for me. 💋
