I don’t have time to go back and fill you in. Life hit. And it hit hard. I’m blessed. I think over time, with my consistent writing and your consistent reading, we will bridge the gap of what was missed in my life.
I’m here to share the good, the bad and the ugly with y’all, in hope that it will bring me peace and allow me to grow.
I’m 30 now. I’ve been teaching high school for FOUR years. Whew. This last year was rough though. I was so used to the hospitality and community vibe of my first school that this school hurt my soul. So here we are... I don’t like my current situation but I can’t go back to my old one. I want to pursue a graduate degree but... no, stop stopping yourself. Do you ever self sabotage?
My biggest obstacle is my health. I’m still a diabetic but I’ve lost weight since I had my tumor removed.
That’s me. Right before my surgery for Cushing’s Disease. Ya girl look good now. Those days were hard. I would look into the mirror trying to figure out who that girl was and what happened to Brie. My clothes didn’t fit. My hair was falling out. My stomach was huge (like I couldn’t wear pants because my legs were skinny and stomach huge). I always felt sick. I used to wake up and look back at my bed because I thought I had finally died. I don’t have many pictures from that time because I hated to see myself that way. My dad and I would go walking everyday. I would eat very healthy. My mother would be constantly nagging about my weight. I felt like my sister didn’t want to hang because I was a burden. I was so alone. But I found some amazing people along the way. And I still had my family.
I still take a lot of medicine. I’m nervous to taper off of Oxycodone. I have to take it every few hours or I get sick. I wear an insulin pump. I take hydrocortisone because my body doesn’t produce and cortisol. I get anxious and sometimes have to take Valium (rarely). I take Farxiga for my blood sugar. I take a Stelara injection for Crohn’s Disease.
I try the healthy stuff as well. I take two tablespoons of sea moss gel. I take one teaspoon of Manuka honey. I take apple cider vinegar. And I’ve eliminated dairy. I started all of this natural stuff during the COVID-19 outbreak. I’ll keep everyone posted on how the increase of natural medicine does for me. I pray it works. My goal is that by my 31st birthday I’ll be off of the Oxycodone, Farxiga/Insulin and Valium.
That’s what I’ll be coming up with... a plan. A plan to get off of this stuff.
Love y’all. Mean it.
I’m here to share the good, the bad and the ugly with y’all, in hope that it will bring me peace and allow me to grow.
I’m 30 now. I’ve been teaching high school for FOUR years. Whew. This last year was rough though. I was so used to the hospitality and community vibe of my first school that this school hurt my soul. So here we are... I don’t like my current situation but I can’t go back to my old one. I want to pursue a graduate degree but... no, stop stopping yourself. Do you ever self sabotage?
My biggest obstacle is my health. I’m still a diabetic but I’ve lost weight since I had my tumor removed.
That’s me. Right before my surgery for Cushing’s Disease. Ya girl look good now. Those days were hard. I would look into the mirror trying to figure out who that girl was and what happened to Brie. My clothes didn’t fit. My hair was falling out. My stomach was huge (like I couldn’t wear pants because my legs were skinny and stomach huge). I always felt sick. I used to wake up and look back at my bed because I thought I had finally died. I don’t have many pictures from that time because I hated to see myself that way. My dad and I would go walking everyday. I would eat very healthy. My mother would be constantly nagging about my weight. I felt like my sister didn’t want to hang because I was a burden. I was so alone. But I found some amazing people along the way. And I still had my family.
I still take a lot of medicine. I’m nervous to taper off of Oxycodone. I have to take it every few hours or I get sick. I wear an insulin pump. I take hydrocortisone because my body doesn’t produce and cortisol. I get anxious and sometimes have to take Valium (rarely). I take Farxiga for my blood sugar. I take a Stelara injection for Crohn’s Disease.
I try the healthy stuff as well. I take two tablespoons of sea moss gel. I take one teaspoon of Manuka honey. I take apple cider vinegar. And I’ve eliminated dairy. I started all of this natural stuff during the COVID-19 outbreak. I’ll keep everyone posted on how the increase of natural medicine does for me. I pray it works. My goal is that by my 31st birthday I’ll be off of the Oxycodone, Farxiga/Insulin and Valium.
That’s what I’ll be coming up with... a plan. A plan to get off of this stuff.
Love y’all. Mean it.